i'Ve LeArN To Let IT gO.....

mule2 nk sgt......... then...i have to let it go....slowly...eventhough
its is da most harder things 2 do....

sAkIt Hati....Sakit BadaN...Sakit PaLE...SElseme...(1 pacKage)

last wek aku g gak melake....ade bengkel tuk complicatekn reprt...erti kate len...ajor cre nk wat spss.....so...le dh g...ru la tau cm ne nk wat seme.....bt..da worst is...aku demam...selseme...pening pale...seme 1 package la...ha...ambik...psl ni la rse BENGANG gler...xleh nk concentrate...(concentrate sgt la...)....bt..tau la gak...ciput pn jd la....nsb bek kwn seklah aku de kt malke...die xabs lg bljr...so...aku tumpng umah dier...selese skit la aku...aku kamcing ngn dier...ble jmper je...de je cter nk cter...aku pn cter la gosip2 bdk soklah mengah aku dlu...pe yg aku tau through friendters.....cuz kwn aku ni dh xbukak....fobia nk bukak...so...aku cter la seme yg aku tau...(aka pembawa cite tnpe menokok tmbh...)

....n...aku sempat gak cter....yg xbf aku...(kwn seklah aku gak...)de nk wat reunion tuk bdk clas.....die de mntk aku add dier dlm friendster..(which is i'l already delete him in my frns list...n...most everythng which is included him in my list...)...so..jgn hrp la aku nk add dier blik...xhingin aku!!!!... then...siap bg aku msg ckp dier handle pasl reunion clas...n tnyer wheter aku nk join ke x...gler pe si sengal tu...aku ni xgf dier...ingt aku leh lpe seme dier wat kt aku...think dat i can act normal between us...hell ya....!!!!!...wat does he thinkin???....

aku xleh jmper dier....aku mcm nk sepak je muke dier....dh la x matured....nk je aku bgtau kt dpn mke dier..."***...grow up....b a MAN...."...gosh...i wish i could do dat...n like alwys...he gonna accused to be egos....soo...wat??..let him....aku mls nk nk join2 reunion ni...mls nk jmpe ngn dier....bkn sebeb aku syg kt dier lg...no...sbb aku benci kt dier..aku leh lpekn pe dier wat kt aku...bt..i'll wil nvr 4give him... yg plg truk...aku gdh ngn shah(bkn name sbnr)...aku xske org yg mugkir janji...dnt make a promises whn u knw u cnnt keep....gram tol aku...da worst is...dier ckp bende yg x spatutnyer ckp kt aku....dh la mugkr janji...aku geram...sgt2....now i knw him...well...very well....

McM TaK rEal jew.....

last wek n diz wek...aku mcm dh jd xbtl...tetibe je rse mcm nk mrh je..mayb hormon dh xbtl...biase la...org pompuan...last wek aku g melake...jmpe lecturer..nk anto report...ingtkn de bengkel spss..sbtu n ahd tu...rpe2nyer cancel lak...postpone jdkn gu ni...aku kne g cuz aku ni "bute spss"hehehe...so...nk xnk..knle la g kn...so...gu ni aku kne g melake lg...speakin of witch..aku smpt gak jmper ngn shah(bkn name sbnr)...hilang gak rindu aku kt dier...ktorg g la lepk minum...aku ambk kesmpatn luahkn perasaan aku...bt...aku trlalu emotional..aku nagis lak...bodoh tol aku...bt..aku admit die ni xpndai pjk langsung...hahah...cme aku ske tgk mke dier...cuak gler aku nagis...wawawawa....

dier tau aku syg kt dier...dier cme ckp...dier ni xpndai...pointr rendh...xde pape hrte...mcm la aku nk kn hrte dier...kalo kte sygkn sme1...of cuz la kte akn trime dier seadenye...lgpn aku tau...dier di mcm aku gak...life sederhane jew...jst like me....aku xksh la...dier ibrt...bkn la lelaki idamn aku...bt...aku syg kt dier...dier ckp life dier x stabil...aku pn x stabil lg...pe ntah dier tktkn tah...grm tol aku...bt...i wnt to b wih him as long as i can...hati aku x trbukak tuk org len lg....

gu ni...hrp2 la dpt jmpe ngn dier...ati aku...xtau la mcm ne nk explain...aku nk serius relatioshp je...ngn umr aku mcm ni...xkash la...aku sygkn dier...aku nk hdp ngn dier...pening aku dbuatnyer...i cnt loose him..no i cn't...

Wedding Tag?

ngn sape la ek....(cam best jew…)

1. How old are you?

• 23...thn dpn 24...25...xske angke ni...nk jd sweet 18...

2. Are you single?

• yap..still single...(ngn nade malu2 kucing...)

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?

• rsenyer b4 25...mntk2 la...xmau lmbt2...nti xseri...(org tue2 ckp)..

4. Do you think you'll marrying the person you are with now?

• single ladies la....xleh nk bg jwpan...

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

• nk kwin ngn org yg who cn love me back....

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?

• of course......my bestfrenz....!!!!!

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?

• kt umah jew...kwsn umh parents xde sape2 wat kendri kwin lg...so..nk jd da first wat kenduri kwin...huhuhu...

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?

• kalo bkl husbnd kaye....g la korea(tmpt 2 jrg de org tau ckp english..hehe)..kalo x...g jela cameron ke...sabah ke...

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?

• tgk keadaan mcm ne...

10.Will that include your exes?

• LOSERS r not invited...no Thank you...

11.How many layers of cake do you want?

• if kwin umr 25....nk de 5 layers...kalo 26...6 layer...lg byk umr...lg tinggi layer!!

12.When do you want to get married, morning or evening?

• ari jumaat..mlm...lbh afdal ari jumaat....

13.Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding?

• Your beautifull-james Blunt…

14.Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?

• Bufey…pastu gne tgn je mkn…

15.Champagne or red wine?

• 22 pn x…mnm air sirap jew..sirap bandung!!!...my fav…

16.Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

• After la…nk bukak tgk adiah pe dpt…huhu(ske dpt adiah ni)…

17.Money or household items as present?

• Household la…dpt washer machine ke…plasma tv ke…

18.How many kids would you like to have?

• 2…3 la…dpt twin pn best!!...

19.Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?

• Yap…nti leh tgk lg skali…kwin skali je…moment yg dntikn…

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?

• Syada sy dh tau… bt…yg de wedding tag 2…seme sy dh bce…huhuhu

KAt OfiS.....

Ni time xde keje...ya allah...bosan gler la!!....lg 2 bln...bt its soo weird...bdk sh alm uitm yg li sme ngn sy ckp dier li smpi bln 3 je...bkn 4...tu yg plek tu..um..akak2 kt sni spoting gler...bek...cme sesetgh je xberape nk bek la...rest da its ok....huhu...arrgghh...xsbr nk abs li...nk cr keje...dh isi dh pe yg ptt kt spa...hrp2 dela rezeke...nk duit...nk kete...ade keje..de la kete...insyaalah...heheheh...

ni gmbr kt meje kak ila..dier xdtg..el...akak plg cntik kt hr dept ni...quiet bosan gak xde lelaki hensem2..ala2 single kt hr...seme dh kwin...de pn...kt bhgian len...xdpet la...hahah...lege rse nyer dpt mlpskn rse tension d hati ni...

smlm dpt mkn cake secret recepy..puas hti...kenyang gler...dh le birthdy...xde bli cake...bt...skang rse mcm nk mkn kfc lak..bln pas dh mkn...trigin lg la..da worst...sis lak g ct kt melake...xdpt nk ikt...sdh...14 ni...valentine...sy duk umh jew...tgk discovery channel...lg patethic...kwn2 pn dh de bf...good news is...my bestfren...hve found her soulmate...im very hapy 4 her...im soo excited!!!..x best nyer...dier dh kuar dr club "For Single Lady Only"..tu yg x best..hahah...da rest...im very hapy 4 her...cuz we goona b cousin!!!!!.....

My lOvely Niece.....

Ni ank buah kesygan sy...neme dier Noordina Ashruhal Muhd Rizal...bt....famliy ktorng cl dier dina je...simple...bt...dier kne pgl sy...auntie ja...glamor skit...heheh...skang umr dier bru je msk 6 bln...sy nk cpt2 dier brckp...brjln...ru best skit...leh suh ablikn brg2 kalo sy mls nk nik g blik...hrp2...dpt la ank buah yg ke2....bt....for da next 2 or 3 year...

Citer SeDih Ku...

td dh ucpkn thank u bnyk2 kt miss syada....babe...thankx again...!!!!...

ok...then....start...wih...ok...skang ni sy ngn li(praktikal) kt nilai...dkt...ngn umah leh...blik salu.Bkn sebab sy ni ank manje ke x...mmg ske duk dkt ngn umah..leh mkn sedap2...hah....

life sy skang ok je...pretty normal..career ok..im kinda like it now...but when come's to my love life..its suck!!..(bkn slalu ckp kasar ni)...bkn pe...just sy ni slalu x bernasib bek soal ni...mcm bad luck jew...skang ni sy bengang+geram(same gak la msd ngn bengang...),sedih,pilu,pening,n etc...(ceh mcm esei lak)hahaha...

ok..nk tau npe sy rse mcm tu??...ok..i meet this guys...kt melake...dier study gak kt melake...bt dier bwh sy 1 sem...kt uitm bndr melake...he's very nice,sweet guys,...tall..hensemm dark...im sooo crazy about this guys....dlu ssh gak la dier nk ambil number sy...bt at last...sy bg gak kt dier cuz tgk dier mcm sunguh2 nk knal kn...everythin was soo smooth....he actually make me fall in love wih him..(im usually very easily fall in love wih smeone...)i like him soo much...in otehr words...i think i love him...bajet pkr dier ske ske gak la kt sy...hahah...bt...dier ckp...xmau pape...nk kwn2 jew...dier ltk sy jd main list kt friendster dier...so do i...bt...tbe2...sy bukak td...dier dh x ltk...malu gler sy...sy ltk...deir plak xletak..it is a small thing...4 me...its huge!!...

da reason y...dier still lg xdpt nk lpekan xgf dier...xgf dier lawa gak la..putih...chinese look...(bt...sy rse sy lawa lg...sy siammesee look..hahaha..perasam gler)..ssb tu dier xdpt nk bukak hati dier tuk trime sy....sy xmintk tuk couple...or wat ever...sy rse mcm sy ni pengganti rase bosan dier...arggg...sedih...even now...he seem forget about me...kan best kalo sy dpt jd witch...leh wat spell...wat spell spy dat guys fall in love wh me...x pn dpt power mcm heroes...yg dpt bce pikiran tu...lg best....aduh...pening la...mcm ne nk ckp kt shah tu..(bukan name sebenar)yg dier ptt move on...she's not comin back...

kdg2..sy rse mcm sy ni pathetic gler...ske kt orng yg xkn ske kt sy lik...slh dier tu sendri...cuz wat sy ske kt dier...benciii!!!!!....sy nk mkn ice cream skang....

Dis song..expalin HoW I feel ABout Him...

7 THINGS......

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothin's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7 things I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do (oh)

its start wih...diz...

haa....first at alll...big thank u to miss syada...who make this blog hapen....without her...there no blog for me...she did all the touch up...man...she crazy about tecnhonology...internet...gosh...salute her....anyway...tank u sssooooooo much...muaahhhxxx.....